This blog was created and not supposed to be touched until I actually arrived in New York, but as the days count down, some of this transition feels relevant. To me at least, but its my blog, and you're reading it, so we'll pretend its important to you as well.
My set day of departure was January 27th, but that just was not working out for me and my sanity, so at my moms encouragement, I agreed to push the date to February 8th. At the time, I felt like changing that date, was literally me failing at New York. I am too much. It was as if by admitting to myself I needed more time, I wasn't going to meet any of the expectations I had for myself in this huge crazy escapade. Unacceptable. And kinda delusional and retarded...
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